Yea..it's snowing in hokkaido here.As I look through the window,those falling snow flakes just brings back memories,not that I've encountered it before,this is my first time though,wearing a japanese outfit and sitting on the lounge to blog,it's been so long since I've blogged,I've been so lazy and killing myself in games,the main reason was just to let go and forget everything that's hurtful to me.
I'm fine..yea I'm fine..just need some time to chill out...this sudden emo-ness just strikes me without a warning or anything,just hate how it feels man.I want to grab onhold to the past back,I missed everyone that came and went off just like a breezing wind,under an oak tree,where I sat down and quietly asked myself,where are you?Finding yourself eh?nah...its enough..I've think i rather go to bed since I'm quite tired after a whole day trip to japan here,maybe I will continue whats the kinky parts that happened to me recently in my life.
merry x mas sunshines.:)
Shoutz
Today was a freaking weird day,I did most weird stuffs today. =? Okay,let's start with the tabulate data way!NONO..I will stick back to the listing way to make things simple as possible.-_-
1.I set 2 alarms both at 6.30am and 9.30am.
2.I end up waking up 7.00 am but I skipped school.
3.I got diarrhea.:(
4.I need to go back to school for MUET presentation.(Worse case scenario=No preparation at all!)
5.Went to Kbox after finish presentation.
6.Overslept for tuition.
Kay done.
So basically,I went to chill out in "Moven Peak" at Greentown yesterday night after youth service worship practice.Had chit-chat with friends and of course,I nearly got drunk.What a maroon.=/ But luckily consciousness still remains within me.Got home and set 2 alarm for myself the next day,cause I had already planned to skip school.The next morning,I end up waking up at 7am plus due to the 6.30am alarm kept on ringing,SHIT.Online-ed awhile and of course,texted my classmate and confirm the time for today's MUET presentation,and I have appointment with friends at Kbox after that.
So it was like this,the MUET presentation,I felt sucks.WHY?Cause I was freaking nervous,plus the slide prepared and the paper sheet on my hand are two different world.I was like..OH SHIT..and I paused a bit,with some minor mistakes and stuff..ARGH..and worse is that I messed up with my points!So So So So horrible,ah well..just hope that we can get the best among the biology classes.Jeez.
Let's see,after that my friend texted me we will be going to Jusco's Kbox and I was like WTF cause I parked my car near Ipoh Parade's Kbox and oh well..I rushed to there in time and got my self a nice parking spot.I also postponed my music lesson to tomorrow morning due to insufficient time to reach home.Nah oh well,after that I took a nap and started my tuition class until JUST only now..didn't notice time flies when I really put my effort in doing my academic works.:)
Right now,I'm bored to death although I'm sitting in front of the desktop facing the wide monitor screen which is so freaking BRIGHT.Thats why I decided to blog.I'm really into weird and gooky stuff recently.Life's changed.I'm myself back.Just for now,there's still some Hiccup which can never be solved unless one side give in to another or what-so-ever.
*Deep sigh*
Things seriously ain't going to the right way,nor the wrong way.These are really the minor obstacles in LIFE.Sometimes what past is past,you'd just have to leave everything behind.Some good moments also have to be thrown off,to prevent yourself from reverting back.Till the end,it comes back to the same question:"When will things ever get back to normal,like that dream never exist before?"
10th of October 2010
Awesome indeed,when I turn my eyes towards the needle of the clock,it's 11.51 p.m,nine more minutes to the next day.How funny it is,that time flies indeed,two weeks had passed,everything had die down,everything starts to fade away,like the mist.Within these days,although nothing happened,yet,once in awhile there's a sigh,that recalls a small portion of the past events back.
How long will I have to give that ignorant look to these few people,it hurts deep inside,that the past can't exist in the present,it hurts from outside,that we do not know what the future will be.There won't be much left until both of us really get back to normal,those wonderful moments,can't be bought by gold nor silver.
It's kinda cold now,parents kept nagging me to go to bed,four more minutes to twelve.Yesterday was Sixth form night,everyone dressed well and the performance was good,cheer up for those who didn't make it for the prize and congratulations to the winners and everyone who had put a lot of effort for the performance.It does really draws a class together,to be united,that's the way it should be.:) Tomorrow,is a start of a new day again,two and a half weeks more to final term exam,will I make it?Pray...definitely will.Gonna start off with my books and assignments as soon as possible.
Last,I thanked you.
-Adios.
The wind is blowing strongly,
All I heard were whispers,
How is that possible,that people can be so weird?
And till times,they just give the excuse they are like that?
How is that really possible?
When you really go for it,It ended up with a solemn scene?
Practically,just let it blow
Until it reaches your doorsteps,
So that those moments never fade,
And both of us will always remember what we search for,
Nothing complicated,just happen daily,
One question,will you ever take the first step for it?
This is it,
And as time grows,we need each other more,
Last,let the wind change us...
Adios-
No...It's still too early yet..
Those thoughts within my mind
Just don't wana fade away
I hate this feeling
Once again
It's just not enough
I ain't putting effort
No..How..How...What is lacking?
This is freaky,this is spooky..
I just feel dark,down..
This ain't me too...I ain't like this
I just wish to close my eyes everytime...
NO NO..NO NO...this is really my own fault
How am I gonna redeem back...
It's empty...
No...I know the solution..but it's hard
Harder than anything else..
I need a change for once..
*silent*
Which path,which path,which path.....
As I close my eyes,which direction you're pointing for me to move on,as I'm in dilemma,what can I do?Even if time passes,whats the meaning within it anymore?
I pray hardly,faithfully,take or not take,stand or move,which one will be better?
One road that leads to unknown results,its dark,its perfect,filled with gems,and gold,silver,so on,and that everyone will choose to take.But it's a road worthful,if the willingness to spent time and adore it fully exist.
The other road that had been laid in front of me,gems nor silver nor gold it contains,only filled with concerns and heart,but theres something lack within this road,if i take this path,theres lot of things that need to be changed,i would have to stand up and change others also.
Dots dots dots dots dots dots....as my final decision awakens,i will leave it to the almighty One to choose for me,for the mean time,just let the river of life flow according to its path,theres no need for me to purposely make a change and dig some other paths for it.
At last,I thank you for the sweet memories,even though it wasn't long,for that short time,you and I both had loved each other fully,and it had been poured out unconditionally..Believe me,I will cherish those moments,just like how you did..
Life is fleeting.
Not until you see your fugaciousness, you see that every day, every hour even every moment is a gift , a gift you can only open for one time.
A gift that can delight you only one time.
You find out that workaday issues basically do not have a real importance.
You will find out that you should capitalise every day, every hour and every moment, because no moment comes back.
The life, every day, every hour, every moment is a gift, because we are all fading.
Along the line we all will end to exist and could not ask ourselves "what if..."
Credits:AdonisWether
Adios & Nights.
*continue from title
ENDS UP LIKE THIS-->
*Ting tong ting tong ting tong ting tong ting tong*
Self project work started,preparing a gift,maybe not,just some thing i wana give up as appreciation.
*Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock*
What will the ending be then?I prefer....*pika poka pika poka*
Hountoni.....gomenasai....
*Tak*
This is my prayer to you O Lord My God,Please,strengthen me and make me to have faith and put my trust in you Lord,for when my mind is so messed up now , I really hope the path I'm taking now will be the correct way you're leading me now,I pray it with all my heart,and all my soul,for only you can bring me peace,which I longs for it,every single time I close my eyes and think of it,but I end up with a slight smile,I pray....
Another day has gone, and frankly speaking...it got worst day by day.I'm trying my best to make each day of mine a delightful one,but still in vain.Guess just have to be patience at times like this.
Well let's see,todays' program was simple,i had to reach school by seven in the morning for CF meeting but i end up at school at seven thirty and tio LEWAT.Jeez.-_- And then i went to discipline room to report to the teacher that i wasn't able to cut my hair yesterday due to the saloon was not doing any business,then we had our first chemistry PEKA which was quite funny cause we did it dam fast and end up playing in the chemi lab,the teacher was like..."this fellas...=__=" LOL and then we went back to class and switched on our notebooks cause everyone thought the MUET research deadline was today,most of us were worried and luckily teacher said the deadline postponed to this Friday,then we were like end up facebook-ing in the library and we laughed non-stop...it's like we gossip bout this and that,i can felt that most eyes were on us due to the disturbance we had caused.
Next,my friend and I got home quite late cause both of us attended a meeting with the principal and some other teachers,wasn't horrible but super funny.Most of the teachers were jokers,lols.Then i set home and had a change of clothes and went to the saloon for haircut,now my hair..SHORT...GAH nevermind..takes time to grow back..at least its back to the shape like last year which i wanted so badly..:D!Now both my eyes are tired but i still need to wrap up some of my paperwork for MUET and music theory for tomorrow..so yeah..guess i'll just have to end it here.Thats all for today
Adios!:-)
I found the place,caught in open arms
When love's embrace,mends a broken heart.
Two more weeks to my form six first term exam,the worst is,most of us can't catch up with our studies,perhaps our class played too much.:D Well,had been leaving my blog idle for quite some time,one simple reason,lazy.Yeah.and the gina vampirees asked me to update already!LOL.
Kay..basically,on the 11th of August I joined as a volunteer for the HIllsong UNITE+CONQUER conference at Syuen Hotel,although those 2 days were super tiring and ultra busy,but it was super duper AWESOME.I mean in every aspect of it,the seminar for worship and creative arts,and youth leadership and management,although i attended one only,but heard most people said the other one was indeed magnificent.As for the night concert,there were a lot of people,really praise God,and many souls were saved that day.:) It lasts for 2 nights and i was like PHEW...cause my time was like so packed,until i even have to postpone or cancel my tuition,but I'm glad everything's back to normal now.
As for now,exam is coming at first of september until third ,and i will be having my music theory exam on the sixth which is three days ahead,so now i'm currently in 'dehydration' status,it's like i kept asking myself for thousand times why i have to sit so many exams in one shot.@.@ Oh well..have to start studying now,dragged until now due to procrastination which is deadly.And! sixth form night is coming soon,most probably will be after the final term exam around November,but most of the classes had came out with weird ideas but ours the most extraordinary thanks to Veroy lols,his funky cracky brain.I could say,60% of our classmates commit to it and the other 40%?Passenger!Sigh...dah biasa la..what to do..its not good to force people to do stuff which they refuse to.No offence.
Tomorrow morning we will be having our first chemistry PEKA,which is really slow,Celine had done quite a lot,which amazed me that her school is so freaking fast,and our school slacked behind a lot.And also we have to submit our MUET research by this Wednesday and yet,we still left about 30% of the work,gosh gosh gosh,i wonder...how to complete chapter five which is the interview part in one day!Just leave it to God...sigh..alright alright..im super tired after whining and complaining stuffs about my life,yea..life's been quite dull recently...daily routine is the same and it freaks me from the inside out too...how I wish that would be one special day within these few days.=\
Alright,guess i have to get a good night rest.Adios peeps!:-)
Hello peeps,have been busy lately,lots of stuffs need to be completed and lots of aims need to be accomplished.I had just finish suffering from severe headache which i had nearly consider it as Depression which actually its a NO,just headache.Daddy brought me to cure it last saturday,a one day trip to KL XD.And i managed to persuade him to get me a Macbook Pro which i had wanted it for so long.Oh well,we didn get it at KL,went back to Ipoh Parade to buy it,the price was so @#$%^&* that i felt so not good for having him to pay that huge sum of money.Oh well,i only realize using a Mac is kinda troublesome,a lot of stuff and ways are different from of a windows,you can't do this do that,you need this need that,ughhh..
Anyway,our first term exam had been postponed from the 26th of August to the 1st of September.I'm so happy to hear that but there is still no guarantee that I can perform well in it,when i look through the books it's like so hard to get in the head and one chapter is so A LOT!Sigh..and I'm having my piano theory exam at the 6th of September which is three days after school exams end.I had kinda disappointed my piano teacher,cause it's not that i don't know how to do,just that i tend to forget stuff easily and made a lot of careless mistakes.=( And not only that,there's so many songs i wanted to learn but i lack to initiative to do so.
Aside from that,it seems that I'm leading myself to nowhere,recent actions that I had done were not under my control,it's like i'm living in a dream now..?Weird weird,don't tell me headaches will lead to this.Thinking of that,there will be so many upcoming events that will be keeping my timetable occupied.Oh ya,next wednesday will be the Hillsong Seminar & Concert,oh my gosh I seriously can't wait for that,it's like such a huge event.Hmm and at November there will be our sixth form night and also Glitz night.Wow wow wow,will it be fun??I'm not sure.
Uhh and talk about our class,it's like starting to get odd and boring.You already can feel this fella hate that fella,this and that,it's like really so annoying.And as time pass,I can realize some teachers really sucks some really rocks,as for the sucks one,they made me feel like sleeping in class or go home to sleep better.Grrr...well,we've started our chemistry trial experiment,quite fun also,too bad the teacher is just like a dumb fat fella.No one knows what he's teaching all the time.As for Muet,my friend and I tend to get lazy and neglect the work she gave,gah i don't care..it's super boring.
Guess I should have go to sleep now,although its still early,but my eyes are closing now,and i love the new keypad of my macbook,so syok to type leh,so smooth.Will try to get some photos on for the next post.Good nights!Oyasuminasai.:D
*Miss my friends
Adios-
After so many days,I've finally decided to blog about you,MISS Celine Lim!:X I can't remember how did I first talked to you,blood donation I guess?You were the only one in camp that says that Kok Hao and me are alike.Jeez..such a vast difference ya know?Plus you're are one the people who LOVED to twist my tiny little brain until I ended up speechless,well..vetty also..but shes not as EPIC as you do.:P
Well of all the ns friends i made,I can't deny that you're the extraordinary one that MADE a big impact in my life,as you've said so.I will never be able to forget you,even we didn't contact each other for such a long time,well?2 months plus?think so...TRUE one okay,so don't always have in mind that i will forget who celine lim is,I WONT!Plus you little gina princess,you always bully me.:) C'mon learn to be flexible as me,haha,i know you can't.Now that we both also entered form 6,you have to guide me,don't care penang-ipoh or not hehs,cause I'm a sesat fella.
Words of truth,I'm really glad that I've met you.Seriously you're someone special to me,but i won't elaborate any further,if not you will kill me.Your that gina princess funny look always make me either laugh or smile,and sometimes you're trying so hard to twist my brain but you can't ritess?Hmm what else...oh ya..you're a sweet person but still not innocence LA.Honestly I'm really surprised that day you told me you will be coming to Ipoh for a day trip,I'm so so so sorry i cant make it though.:) And don't worry,i will surely give you a surprise call once in awhile.
Thank you for intro-ed subwayy to us too,most of us now craving for it now ya,its awesome,but i think joce's subway will be the best LOL...the no green one...at last celine lim,smile always...i will be glad to see that cute funny face of yours soon this coming bon odori,and no worries..the photo is still safe and nicely kept in my wallet,hehs.Good night,and i miss you always.:D
Adios-
Another new week,and my knowledge towards form 6 syllabus still?HALF BUCKET!:( Let's see,what happened these few days,just living my life as usual,gaming?studying?or lepak-ing outside?i guess wasting my time is the most,sometimes its just hard to walk this journey of life,if you live the way you were always,others will give comments about you,if its positive,great then,what if its negative? either you yourself go emo mode or you fight back OR you just end up being someone that everyone look down on.
If you ask me,am i being my real self in class always,I can only says,sometimes yes sometimes no,but which one is good which one is bad,its beyond my ability to differenciate out,sometimes I just prefer to keep my mouth shut and observe,but having a partner that sit beside you all day long babbling about stuffs,just makes school life either heading to the piss-ed off side or the humorous side.But anyway,enough about these hidden meaning stuffs.Ima going to blog something more special.=)
More and more people will be leaving form 6 soon,just feel that the class is gonna go dead soon,since now its seems that way already.Homeworks and loads of homeworks just keep on coming,some are reasonable some arent,some will make me do it with high hopes to correct all,but some i just wana throw it into the dustbin,but,i cant.August exam is coming soon,i heard that chemistry will be out for about 5 chapters,i was like SEI LOR,1st chapter i also wana go suicidal mode already,how am i gonna survive?Why i choose form 6,i don't know,friends kept persuading me to leave,but my ears aren't listening,I just enjoyed this stressful life after for 5 freaking years i've been wasting my time,now i can't even do well in my so called "Music career" grr....
Time..tick tock..tick tock..every second,I just keep having thoughts,what am i gonna do what am i gonna do,what will happen next?huh huh?so many plans so many in my wishlist,will they every be fulfilled?Sometimes my mind just go blank during lessons in class,I will prefer to rest,but i scare teacher will kill me,at least,i tried my best to sent in all my homeworks to the teachers.Its suffering though.Oh ya,last week was inter-school competition for the lower sixes,our class won netball though,i cant treat you guys lols,too poor,just go and disturb that fella that said i will treat you all.:) The other sport? We lost.:D But will learn through experience ba you guys,although im not the sports type,but i enjoyed watching you guys play with "Patterns" lol.For the last week,i've been staying back after schools for hours,which makes me totally "withered" and reach home at about 5 and slept for 1 hr then dinner,but no appetite.=(
I guessed no matter what i also gotta crack my brain cells violently so that i won't go back to my lazy mode,but i'd love to show it out.Well..thats why style,i cant deny that i dislike it,kinda fun though.Shall end for this post now.Next post will be about you,CELINE.:D
Adios-
Apparently,I don't have much to say,just headaches,maybe I've been stressing myself up too much which in some random ways.School is just as normal as usual,nothing much oddy but I do found out some interesting stuff happening around which I'm kinda...*puke*
Okay..these few days all practice this practice that,I don't even have time for interview,and from monday to friday,I don't even have a little time to rest except during the night.Oh well,I haven't count in the homeworks,but I'd just have to bear with it.What am I gonna do next?I seriously ran out of neurons to transmit,kinda in a very the blur state right now,was very moody just now,is it because I'm too tired?Maybe..-______- but who cares?Tomorrow will be extremely fun!XD
And as for today,I stayed back untill 4 something chit chatted with classmates and found out some oddy stuffs,and then daddy got me a 21-inch plasma monitor now I'm damnn syok lehh..so bigg@.@..too big I'm lazy to snap a shot of it,DSLR is with my dad now,argh and also bought a nice set of headphones with bass boosters,which i needed the most,but I'd still prefer the AKG-701 model headphones,OMGROFL +)
OMG now its coming to my senses,I haven't blog about MYF retreat,Highpraise '10,Korean Praise and CELINE LIM!XD LOL maybe I will blog all 3 at one shot tomorrow when I'm at school?hmm..need consume my credit to use 3G again..=( Anyways eyes are closing now,although my hand are still active but I don't have the mood to continue further,shall end here. :)
Adios.*
Hey wazzup peeps.Again I've been missing in action due to laziness.Argh,as always rite?Well,I do have a lot to blog about,how I spent my June holidays and so much more,but...I aint gona write it for this post,will do it for next,its kinda late now,tomorow i will be having school.Just wana do some rough sketch here.
Whats going on in school recently,a lot of odd stuffs,which I can't explain.I found myself get involve in too much of activities which i had never done it in my past 5 years of school life.I don't know wherthe thats good or bad,but I'd just accepted it into my life now.
Recent thoughts,sometimes its just hard to identify wherthe are you really falling for that person.Our mind just kept playing non stop,which leads me to a trap.I'd just wana spend more time to make sure,what I am currently feeling and thinking now,is it true?or is it just illusion?Sometimes I'm just so confused,and worried..which way I'm heading to...
It's late,guess I wasted another day emo-ing..
Adios.
I was super super super tired these few days untill my eyes will sometimes close a little when I drive.Sigh,it's like my whole day had been occupied by stuffs,activities and appointments.This and that this and that,then reach home my mum nag me again.AIYOWEIYA.
Went for practice this morning,was kinda bad...just figured out the tab yesterday midnight and received some tips from mail from ben.After that I went yum cha with louis,after dropped his younger sis at jj,we went to wooli to have our lunch..then we checked out the new theater nearby yik fong,i just parked there..tat fella charged me RM3.50 for nothing,he said he dun care how long i park,as long as i enter the car park i have to pay the 3.50,i was like WTH? Grr..wasted there...then we checked out parade cinema...also same..the showing time was too late.I have to get home,very tired cause i slept kinda late yest..oh well..once i reached home i took a 3 hours nap..insane..i don't know why.Later 9am i will be going to KL alone..to meet up with friends,oh i pray tat i know the routes..my first time driving to there,last couple of times i went there by train and took public transport to hang around with friends..now no...is CAR...T.T...
Anyway...its late now..have to sleep,i don't wana feel sleepy when I drive later on for such a long distance.Adios folks.:D
When was the last post?APR 19 LOL.So long had passed since I was like..uh, lazy to blog.Arh..and got some fella used my name and wrote on the chat box that I abandoned this blog.NO!Just that I'm freaking lazy ever since form 6 life started on May the 10th.I've got a couple of pics to do the talking in this post..but..I don't know how to start with...hmm..let's see..
First few days of school reopen was kinda sucks,orientation?It's super boring..station games?Still okay for me,but most of my friends enjoyed it.On the 3rd day we managed to get into our class,luckily my classmates were all still okay after I "scanned" through for about half a day lol.Then piggy was the head monitor and 2 of my friends under her.
*Traditional Catch Hair Method*never change..-_-
Another class scene.:)
What I found out was that most of my classmates their results were....SUPERB,I just keep quiet and maintain low profile,cause mine weren't that good only,sigh.Oh well..hows school life untill now?Still fine,barely can cope with the subjects,trying my best though.Class was quite interesting,a lot of gossip,funny scenes and so much more.Just hard to describe it,but overall,I still enjoy class.:D
Chemi period..sux..U sedang cakap apa pn sim.LOL
PA!AHHH
Anyway I've just started maths tuition,gosh a lot I need to catchup,had been sleeping for the past few years.Chemi and bio?I will try first,if I can't cope then I got to take tuition lolz.CF highpraise is coming,what should I do?My fingering are so stiffs..I've been practicing so hard.Grrr...life really gotten dam hectic now,just finished managing school Dota and CS competition,I still remember the past few years I joined..MACAM BODOH.LOLs...maybe I think that way is because I've cut off my daily gaming time,and I enjoy reality more.Honestly to say,I miss my ns buddies,Celine,Louis,Vetty,Matthew,Jack,Gwendoline,Sharon,Piggy,Jocelyn,Pattern..haha..thank God I've met you guys!:D
zhima and pok.YUMCHA!:D
jiao and loong.
Guess that's all for this post,in the end,I still stop halfway my drafts,still not as hardworking as you celine,haha,wrote back every bits you left.Friends called me out for yum cha later,still the same old place,"dong kui" gotta get prepare and bath now..kinda lazy to drive,but still have to...will continue writing!:D Adios!
*Peace*
You run, you hide
As tears fall from your eyes
They fall like snow
From a wounded soul
You hold inside
The hurt of great divide
The hole is starting to get old
So come back to the light
To the love, you will find
It’s been here all along
So come back to the start
And you’ll find in your heart
That you always belonged
To me
Just take the rope
I won’t let it go
Give in
We can start again
I’m life, I’m hope
And I’m ready to explode
With how bad I want you back home
So come back to the light
To the love, you will find
It’s been here all along
So come back to the start
And you’ll find in your heart
That you always belonged
To me
You’re my daughter, you’re my son
You’re the one I long to love
And you’ve heard I chose to die
Do you know you’re the reason why?
Okay,let's see.I'm currently bored to death that I managed to get my hands on the keyboard to blog.Yeah~So I woke up kinda early this morning for church service.Had been hearing "sweet talks" from my mum the whole journey to church as I drove her to there.Jeez.@.@ Oh well,then I was "fishing" halfway through the sermon,sorry Mr.Choo,really can't tahan lols.And my mum was about to do that too.
Today's kinda sux,wheres everyone??It's like so "Layu" la this morning service.And after a little chat with friends,I drove my mum back home.BORING.And yesterday was kinda interesting.I told Sharon and Gwen that I will be fetching them at 3pm in the afternoon.But I reached their houses at about 3.40pm-3.45pm like that.>.<
ども ありがとうございます みんな!^.^V
Phew,finally I'm back home.Went for youth practice just now at 8pm,then went yum cha with Fung Hao,Sandra and Dezmond.We had some "funky" chats just now haha.Then I went to Louis house to deliver his biscuit and some other stuff,and I left my spare car key inside the plastic bag.Grrr...~.~.Ok fine..and I reached home 12am sharp,Mum called me cinderella guy again.But luckily she didn't nag me cause shes so into those emails my aunty send to her.
Anyway,I guess I've made up my mind,just like you did.I guess we both are in the same condition,just tat mine is a little slight different than yours.Maybe time can cure both of our problems,but at last I have to say sorry if I'd done anything wrong.I've learned how to endure,look at stuff that I hate but its happening in front of me,I've bear with it,I've learn to pretend like nothing ever happen,I've learn to keep in mind,that they are my best friends,I've learn to just walk away when it strikes me most in the right spot.I've thought a lot of stuff in the car just now,when I was on my way driving home,maybe the song played through the radio hits me right,sometimes it's just so sad to think of it,when will I ever get over it,I just tried not to think of it,but every time I tried to grab hold of those happy moments,the sad parts will appear too,maybe I'm just too naive in this type of matter,but in conclusion,I'm sick of my current condition and what's in my mind now.I'm just so sick about everything.
Well,I just can't stop being emo,I've always ask myself," Are you tired?" but the answers just keep hiding themselves.I hate it...
Nightz.
Ahh,have been missing in action recently.Life's kinda boring,but at least I found something to do to keep myself occupied.Well,'ve been hanging out with friends all day long,mum don't really care,so..Yeah.But kinda enjoy all the happy moments we have for each other.Just wondering,how will the story start??Hhmm,sorry just being random.Oh well,just got myself back from Penang yesterday night before 12 at least,had been driving along the island fetching Louis,Celine and Jocelyn.Also joined a beach barbeque party of Joyce's birthday party at Paradise Beach,kinda cool.=D Too bad the others can't join us,haha.Nah don't worry,we still have plenty of time so spent with each other.
Woke up kinda late this morning,although I slept very early yesterday night.Until now,still feeling "Withered" hahs.The month of May is coming soon,which means,yeah Form 6,I wonder can I cope through the 1 and half years.ARgh.But I do kinda miss school life,it's like now weekdays I'm bored to death since I've already quit computer games.And crap,tomorrow have to send in my car for touchup,that idiot banged my car when I just got the birthday present from Gwendoline for Joyce that afternoon.T.T So which means...about 2 to 3 days I don't have my car to drive.Sighz.
Okay,I'm kinda starving now.=( And I'm starting to like Subway.^.^V Gonna get it soon.
Uhhum,I'm back to my blog.Ahhz sorry for didn post any stuffs up here for such a long time,well...since I'm so free now,let's get things start.----|
National service ended at the 9th of Mac..thanked God a lot..suppose to be 14th..but well..since the time had been cut short,all of us were kinda sad..but luckily until now I'm still keeping in touch with most of my friends.There are many photos..but kinda lazy to upload it here one by one..so ya all can find em in my facebook.Kayz..then the next thing was..my spm result..got it on the 11th..as i told my mum,it was God's grace result that i got..seriously..i couldnt say anything bout it but to praise God for it,although the grades were not that good.but still..thanks a lot.
ahh well..its late i gota sleep..gona attend church service before i go lost world.tata..will continue the post tomorow.:D
Gosh gosh...it's really super boring staying at home facing the computer all day long cause there isn't anything to do at all.Sighz...kinda frust with all kinds of stupid stuff though..but still,gotta minimize em.Ok let's see...2 days ago I went to my friend's house to attend their gathering..well..everyone already started collage life and look,I'm still here..damit.We played cards till late midnight and i earned just 3 bucks..darn..no life.Then after that my friend fetched me home and on the way he kept grumbling about his love problem..=.=|||
Oh well..yesterday was kinda interesting another of my childhood friend came...and he reminded me bout my undang test..and i studied it all night long till morning..and after tat woke up at 10++ and cont study..and when i reach there..i passed..hooray..gotta hurry up everything though..after i come out from ns i still need to wait 1 week++ only i can take my license..sigh..
Anyway..still gaming..but its boring..
Cheers-
Hey guys I'm finally back from ns on holiday.Now currently staying in my grandma's house in penang..gosh i missed ipoh a lot...and i missed all my frens!Many things have changed though...my ns camp was fine...the surroundings was ok and heres some shots of em.Only the jurulatih's attitude are like retards sometimes...but oh well..i make a lot of friends there..and to honestly said..i hope there will be more gatherings after march the 14th lols..i will seriously miss my ns frens a lot.Yesterday went to queensbay with jack,wen zhe and jia hui...watched a chinese comedy movie and we talk crap a lot and get our stuffs along the way..Well..i took some pictures of em..gona leave to my hotel room soon..then only i will cont my online madness..hehe..will be posting tomorrow again!Cheers.=D
Shots from the medic.
Friends in my squadron.=D
Dewan.
Parents visitation day.=)
These 2...=.= jack and jiahui lols.
Both with patterns at starbuck!hee.
Looking at the bill..=o
Me and wen zhe..same pose too !
Again..this time with the face and drinking.
Again me and wen zhe wif same pose.=)
They are setting the countdown time o.O.
Queensbay stage front.
On the way back to hotel.
Random shots from the car.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES!
Hey peepss,its been a long time since the last post.Well...went into national service..arghh it sucks..lost my hair...gold hairr...wasted the money to dye it.The surroundings of the camp is alright,just that sometimes the jurulatih damn suxs can die....every saturday i only have the chance to like use a camera phone...well..i just got my iphone after 3 months of ordering it...enjoyed the christian group and only a few days is fun and rocks...most of my dorm all keep goossip about gals..lols...every morning 5.30 wake up and 10.30 night before sleep also negarakuu...walau..i also get siao and bored....
Well...its just a short post since i didn post for long time..gotta chaoz..TATA
So fast another year passed,how to say?2009 was like...just flying through my eyes,nothing special happen the whole year.I can't remember any of it..maybe its just for a short moment.Anyway..went for countdown just now..kinda,not-so-special..except for those who were inside dancing and drinking,oh well..met a lot of ppl..even those that I don't expect will go there.
Also,Ima going national service on the 4th which is Monday..will be offline for quite sometime...will be missing a lot of stuff happening.Gotta plan what to study before my SPM result out,kinda frust when I think bout it.Oh well..gota stop,kinda headache after a few bottles of beers..@.@..sleep for better peace of mind.
Nitez,world.