It's still the same..I still can't figure it out..although sometimes i just keep things cool,but..what is this?Why each time we're not aware of what we are doing?Are we just friends,or are we just more than friends,it's such a pain in the ass..no matter what i done..it's still the same..I still can't pick up the flower that i wanted too..it's frustrating..it's annoying..it's painful..to just figure out that..I'm just someone..to entertain you,when you are bored..I hate myself..a LOT.
-Goodbye-
Shoutz
The PV is here man!I love it..it was taken in Russia and it suits the second season of DtB:ryuusei no gemini.=D!!ENJOY!
Hey...its so complicated,things aren't suppose to be like that..I already don't know what's the meaning of lost memories..I'm so frustrated,so confused now,so tensed up now,even with the pain of my throat,I still can't figure out the real answer..what do you want from me actually?
Whew...SPM will be finishing tomorrow!Chinese paper is the last..well i dont really care bout it much..ahh...its kinda late though now..anyway..just back frm yldp yst evening..a lot of things and photos to share wif everyone!Gota wait the others to upload the photos so i can grab and put it here eh...so tmr will be another new day!nitez.=)
OMGG!!I freaking love this anime!!I can't wait for this ova to release...yin and hei rocks!!Too bad it will only be release at 27th Jan 2010..the blue ray dvd lols..GOSH..I freaking can't wait to go to Japan again..so many stuffs and anime I like there!!Anyway..spm this wednesday.gambateh,minna!
Cheers-
Practically I can't think of any title post for this,its just random.Okay i know i've been missing out a lot,now i'm really starting to fear and taking it seriously...2 weeks more,every minute i'm trying to get hold of it...I'm just worried..my aim is just too high and different from others,i should just say..i'm scared of it..many subjects that i wana at least try my best to get a good grade...but its just too much..dammit.
Anyway....a few of my friends birthday that i've forgotten,and also didn't wish them...aih..nvm...when's our class farewell party be on man??vincent and tengsong please fast fast organize it lols..other classes had already settle their farewell party...the best is we only invite our favourite teachers..muahahah.well..our class teacher sux,hes dumb,so i dont giv a pure damn for him...sigh..after spm..do what le?'ve been asking myself quite sometime le..some of my frens wana stay for form 6,some go collage...i can't decide which...just that both ways also quite attracting...but of course the most terrible one is form 6..gotta suffer..nah..sigh.
Now i'm still struggling wif my books..sejarah..i thought i can manage...but..no matter how long i studied..still got a thousand pages..i wonder how those ppl memorize all the facts inside..especially those islamic stuffz and malaysian politics stuffs..borriiinggg....bio..need memorize,bible study need memorize..im going insane!!
Ah it's late...i rather go sleep and make my ass to the library tomorrow morning.Happy days,minna!
-Cheers.=D
Tchi,can't you just learn your lesson?I've thought I understand you,and that's why I don't even wana care more or less what you're doing,and as I predicted,you fall again.Aih,speechless,do your own way,you've changed.Thats all I can say.
Hey peeps,I'm back to blogging..after a long month break..from unexpected issue,which sucks.Anyway..enjoy the new layout,I'd just made it 10 times weird-der than the previous one.hehe.Ok,yesterday was your birthday kouryu,forgot to wish u,and even ask you are you out of ya mind for sending me a text message "Happy birthday" lol.
Heres it:
Happy Birthday Xue Ying a.k.a Kouryu! =)
I owe you a present haha.Will pass it to you the next time we meet.
Another thing is to all my friends..ah..I think a few only ba..or..I think 1 or 2 only..cheer up and staple your emo-ness edi lol.exam coming,gambateh all.
So,wont be uploading any pics untill I get my new mobile phone first,heehs.
Will be back tomorrow.Byez desu.
Arh..sick liao...really..zz..whole day fevering..dam kanasai leh..sien le..just now i slept too much
now i cant sleep edi..sigh..anyway the whole day i've been surfing on jennifer love hewitt stuffs,and then i came across this funny video about twilight that she commented LOLs.
Cheers-!
OWW..fuck u melvyn..u should bring the sweater for me..now u made me sick..dam dam dam..shivering..fevering..coughing..argh..fuck it...dam kanasai..2 am le 2 am le..wo hao cold wo hao cold..ok CUT.
Just now went jj wif mel and jovan to watch "Where got ghost" walaoweh sibeh funny leh...aduh..at least today i found someone to accompany me..rather than imprisoning myself at home.RITE RITE!?HAHAHA.ok next..these few days been checking stuffs up at youtube...did a lot of survey.at last it had been proved..that im addicted to movies..one show to another..parts to another parts..trial over at thursday..Chinese paper was like..i plant a C4 bomb in front my paper..then i sleep on it..then when times up,i press the detonate button..yea!ah..anyway i did my best to complete it..sure sure..confirm confirm..guarantee guarantee..i sure salah a lot..ah oh well..im gona jump into my slumber..cant tahan..sick + tired=torturing,tmr will be attending back church morning service..soo..TATA everyone. =)
Tomorrow is the last day of trial exam le!oh yea..i'm gonna to sleep soon..here..i just came across this random video..its so funny!lols.GOOD NIGHTS!=)
Whoa whoa...3am edi,and i did'n blog for so long..just finish studying my chemi.I am ready for TOMOROW!2 more papers to go!Yeah!JYJY.
I AM SORRY...AND...I MISS YOU!!
Good Night,WORLD~!
Staple..a lot of anime have been using it recently haha...first from k-on now from this new comedy anime i discovered-Bakemonogatari.damn funny..anyway..blog will be dead for about half month..need to face the stupid trial exam tomorrow...as vincent and i were chatting..nx week time table truly deeply sucks..
Quote from him:1st blood=add maths
Double kill=bio
Triple kill=something horrible
Ultra kill=Est and civic
aduh...how am i gona handle em...dua belas sub memang can study till die..and worst still.cant study..the so called 'passion' to study haven come yet.!!Jeez..anyway...gota wish all my frens happy answering the questions for ur trial~!ahahaha..
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Like always, on that day
you suddenly stood up and said
Tonight, lets go Stargazing!
Oh, you sometimes have great ideas huh!
everyone said as they laughed.
Like idiots, we just frolicked and walked
on the dark road
as not to be crushed by loneliness
nor anxiety.
As we looked up from this dark world,
the night sky looked like it would drop the stars!
Since when I wonder,
since when have I been
chasing after you?
Please, please
don't be surprised, listen
to these feelings of mine.
That's Deneb, Altair, Vega
you said as you pointed at The Summer Triangle.
As I looked at the sky,
I finally found Orihime-sama,
but where is Hikoboshi-sama I wonder?
Isn't she lonely?
As I stood next to you who was enjoying himself,
I stood there unable to say anything
The truth is, I somehow
understood my feelings for you.
I found it
But it wont tell you
This is no good don't cry,
I told myself.
I acted tough, but the cowardly me
pretended like I didn't have an interest
However,
that just increased the pain stabbing at by heart.
Aah, I see, this is what it means
to fall in love.
Try saying to me Whats wrong?
my heart tries to tell you that,
but being next to you is fine
really is so cruel
I didn't say it,
I couldn't say it,
I cant go back now
That summer day,
those glittering stars,
I remember them even now.
Your smiling face,
your angry face,
I loved them all.
Weird isn't it?
Even though I understood it all
You don't know about this,
its a secret only I know.
I pass the nights,
the you from my distant memories
points your finger at the stars
with such an innocent voice.
As usual...lazy to blog again..well since now im at my aunt hosue in kl and nothing to do...so i decided to use her pc to blog awhile.Trial exam is coming..oh well..and i still cant start study...this sucks..what they said was..you yourownself have to study first..if you want to encourage another person to do so too..argh..sucks sucks sucks..this problem just keep frust my stupid mind..casual..i hate this word again...
Anyway sorry for this short blog..gota leave my aunty house now..will be blogging if i have a chance to..
-End-
1st September - 11th August =20 days
Omg...20 days left?and yeah..crap it,12 subjects to cover...damit...I dont think i have enough time to finish all..sucks..sometimes i will just get sucked up and smack the table awhile..it does feel better..
Anyway..i wont leave this blog dead again..just kinda tired and busy recently..havent been to scholl for about days...went to library and lepak..yea..shit..still lepak..hmm lets see...H1N1?nono..im not getting it..although im sneezing now..hehe tomorow what im gona do is...wear a flu mask..go to the school..and fill in the ns form that the teacher so desperately want me to fill in..and balik rumah..yes..thats the best idea..These few days..i dont know why im so freaking tired..asked my mum..mum just keep nag said i deserve it..zzz..sienz la really listen what she says..i guess i need a mentor or whatever to guide me in my studies..damit...ok..now im super tired..wana sleep soon..for xue ying..ur fren will be okay dont worry,as for irene..i hope that your eyes wont be getting serious and recover soon..and as for shaun..gambateh in her ba..hahaha..aiya dont know la..i just wrote down whatever i have in mind now..nites!!and one more..THANKS melvin for ur teachings!!yay ~haha..nights and chaoz =)
Today was kinda....charm...left school at 1pm..which was 40minutes earlier =P then went to get hillsong 2009 album faith+hope+love,the glad sounds guy told me i was the first to buy from em the album.hehe..then i got back to school and went to mgs for bk lesson with nick,jeremy and yi sheng..it was rather torturing though...mrs ting taught 3 chapters today..well at least next week left only 1 more chapter to complete the whole book of Acts..after that i felt like skipping physics tuition..but in the end..aih..go ba...came back at around 10pm and very tired already..but i still have moral assignments need to redo and hand in tomorow..chaoz.
Found this kinda interesting picture at deviant.=)
Today was a specially tired day,phew..class was totally sucks,this is cause the change of timetable,sigh....our class keep get warning from several teachers,detention class,extra class,punish from teacher bla bla bla..nah..i just feel like ignoring em all..but oh dear..my trial exam is coming...1 month left,i just hope i can catch up everything back..now only realize really a lot of stuffs need to push into the head..aduh..teruk.Anyway went to parade early with boon to get some stuffs,then i bought the razer mousepad mantis,really large..but the price is expensive lols.After that i got home and bath and went to melvin's house for bass lesson,it was fun though.Came back home and i slept untill 7 something..man i was so freaking tired that i cant even hold the fork and spoon properly..its like a little bit shakey..haha.Anyway here am i blogging..gonna do my studies soon..chaoz.=)
-End-
Unusually...I love blogging using my notebook this time,sitting on my bed with the notebook on my lap,and just lie down and my fingers start moving writing everything what my mind is speaking.With my iPod earphones plugged,I'm gonna get smack by my mum again.Anyway,I deleted the previous post cause I hate to see it,and I don't even know at first why i posted it.*sigh*
Everything is just getting complicated,I'd just have to close my eyes every time i think of it,and seriously i'm freaking sick of it and I've never been this scare before.Well,just forget bout it...it sucks.
Let's see here,highlighted events...
Saturday I went to AMC canteen day last saturday,of course compare to the previous time i attend,i rather just walk around sight seeing than playing the game,maybe I'm just too bored of it.Ok...got up early in the morning,hung texted me ask me to get ready as he will arrive at my house 8.45am sharp,and he really does haha,then we went to fetch jovan along.Reached there bout 15-20mins later,jovan and I got down from the car and we started looking around.Met melvyn at the office there,we were wearing the same watch,Casio one and omg so damn gay.haha.Met up with Irene at the hall when carmenn keep persuading us to go to her stall,lols.After that we just keep walking and walking,and meeting up with friends.We didn't even go to any game stall,the only game stall was yin yee's game stall as she dragged us to go there,sigh...and most sadly i hate myself for having such poor accuracy when playing her game.Around noon time,loong,me,jovan and vincent took a cab and went to jj for the movie harry potter,its kinda boring though the movie,and super long.ahh...rush back home by bus and took me 5 mins to get myself ready and rush to the dinner.Really really super rush,texted rene and found her wearing a nice dress.=) hahahaha...anyway the dinner ended really late,near 11 and my dad was grumbling wanting to go home,but my mum and I said wana have the dessert first.Got home at bout 11 something,change my clothes and slept.
Ahh...I'm so bored.Why is there a pigeon in my room!!!MuM next time please close the windoww!!!Aihzz....now let's see what should I do...nevermind..I think it likes my room...anyway...today's event,idiot good for nothing son of a gun bloody shit hell malay lady go smack your own head la,take all our periods to punish us do homework..once listen to her nagging whole class straight dulan..so dam annoying..I do till my hand so sibeh pain leh..kanasai betul...
Anyway i just took the pigeon out...omgosh its so dam cutee...but sorry dear...no animals in my room..i dunwan my room to be dirty..zz..later need clean till so jia lat....anyway..time to study le...chaoz everyone!!
-End-
I'm so moody.
I'm so tired.
I hate the gloomy look on my face.
I feel like banging my head on the wall and fall dead.
Many things just confused me.
All those tears won't even be able to reach my eyes.
C'mon,I'm so sleepy..how can I even go through my life now..
I just hope..that everything will be okay,before the stars start sleeping.
-End-
It's cold...I'm currently freezing...my hands are numb now...can't even type that fast..but in fact..I love this kinda feel.Hehe.
Ok let's get it start from here..finally I willing to redesign my blog lols..well the past few weeks I've been busy with a lot of stuffs...of course..joined a lot of event and had a lot of fun time with my friends too.=)Life's changing now..I like this feel so damn much haha....but still..my bad habits in school haven't changed yet..sleep...ignore teacher's teaching..oh well...SPM is coming soon..I left...bout 2 months..before my trial exam starts...12 subjects to manage...from basic to the end,will I make it?I prayed to God I can.
Anyway finally I got a bass guitar to practice...bought a Fender Jazz Bass Highway One™ 3 Tone Sunburst...love it...it cost me a lot..and I still need to change the pick guard to tortoiseshell too...that also cost a lot..sigh..oh ya...I would like to say thanks a lot to my classmates too...that day my phone was stolen by someone the whole class spend 2 periods helped me to find it..thanks a lot!!Love u all!XP..hmm let's see..bout the recent hot movies..Transformers 2..yea..I super duper love it..watched 2 times with my classmates...but I won't be going for the 3rd time..get bored..hah..but there's this car I damn love...Corvette Stingray of the Autobot Sideswipe..so damn cool..here's the picture of it..hehe.
Corvette Stingray Concept.
Last Wednesday morning I went for my piano grade 5 exam ABRSM,no need to attend class but it was totally worst...at home I practiced everyday until without looking at the sheet I can play all 3 pieces perfectly..but till that day..I was nervous and I made a hell lot of mistake..oh dear..I hope I still can get Distinction grade...T.T...ah..tomorrow gotta go school again..boring!But luckily tomorrow's timetable is okay..still can enjoy..hehe.
Here's how my bass look like =P(as requested)
With the amp.
Man I love this one.=)
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AS the title say huh...gosh..i felt so freaking freaking freaking for goodness sake tired lols..been lepak-ing sunway pyramid this whole day..oh ya...btw..currently at kl now..but this time..at subang lols...kl town..scouting completed during march i think?hmm
Oh well...im currently staying at melvyn's uncle house...walao..dam dam dam farrrararrararara...pretty sad that amanda is busy these 2 days and mun mun like kinda lost contact MIA ady...ahh..sienzz..
nyway..gona go down boil dvd ahahaha
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Whew!..heres it!..i already didn't blog for a longg time..yea??the last one was like..umm..1 month ago..if I'm not wrong..
Alrighty lets straight to the point...it's labour's day today!yeeaahoo...school=Illek/No/Bo and..yea..i joined the so called "Extreme prayer" at Elim Gospel Hall yesterday night till just now noon like that..ermmhmm..what would i comment bout it huh...its kinda ok...although its kinda long hours as we pray,praise and worship from 9pm till half past 12 like that..well..kinda tiring..but most tiring is the musicians lols..correct?yeah...THE NIGHTMARE part...me..samuel,stephen and ah tong..slept on the floor of our dinner dining room..it was like OMG..we slept at 3am and alarm set at 7am..then we delay till 8am only start to wash up and pack up...arh..it was tiring..
And huh..today there are 2 sessions....one is Public Speaking and Worship leading...well...samuel can't understand what i wrote when i giv him my paper of notes on the opening of my public speaking hahahahaha..well thumbs up for you bro..nice try!then the worship leading..was...awesomely interesting...and..also..AWESOMEly...TIRING..-.-||| ....ah well..in the end we endured it till the end of the whole conference thingy...kinda..simplify everything..tired now..back to my rest..chaoz!
Oh yea,a few more hours to April fool!Nah..nothing much for me to play also,sigh-ed.Ok..these few days i've been busy..well..starting to constantly attend back classes and stuffz..kinda tiring and stressful..gotta bear with it anyways.Ah and the Razer stuffz that i had ordered had arrived during Sunday and i went to take it in the afternoon when the guy called me after i finished my tuition.
The keyboard Lycosa and Copperhead mouse is awesomely cool and so does its price.Well i just have exactly the budget..thank God.
Heres it!The box is already cool lols!hehe
The lighting is awesome and it suits perfectly for my desktop.=)
Well..its very useful for gaming,hehe.umm let's see...what interesting event happened these few days...ermm..don't know why..i felt kinda tired these few days..sigh..and i changed my freaking hairstyle to a more spiky one..and and..oh ya..loong is bald!gratz for ur the one who done it!hahaha..anyway back to my bk study!
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Wow...tough question...haha
Ok..today was kinda unique for me,I'm sharing the Gospel with my classmates..I've forgotten how it started but it started from my BK paper lols..then they started asking me questions and not only i elaborate em all but i answered em all..within me i was like..WOW?is that really me..i thanked God for changing me!=) (=
Ok next event..watch closely
--5s6----5s5---Stairs--W.C---5v3
(Shaun) (Loong)
Here's it..during lesson..in 5s5..you can hear shouts from 5s6..crying/shouting/whatever we called it.."AH LOOOOOOOOOOONGGGGGG~~~!!!!"...repeat again..."AH LOOOOOOOOOOONGG~~~~!!!" and it just keep on going on and on..oh well..thats the so called "interesting" sound which pump up the atmosphere.Yeah!!
During the morning it was freezing and foggy and and and and...oh well..forget bout it..i was so sleepy during that moment that all i dreamt of is a cup of Hot mocha from starbucks...ahuuhh...and in the end during maths period..Sweet dreams..
Guess that's all for today..will be updating ^^V
-->Afk Grando espada
--->One round DotA
---->Mengamuk around..
------>Lights off.
As always...the first try will be the most suck-iest..or maybe not..finally I felt my mind relaxed tonight..Well..i did quite a number of stuffz during this month...March eh..how should i start?monthly exam perhaps?aduh..Eugene khoo a..form 5 lor..how a?how a?i've been asking this question myself non-stop..you sure you wanna get straight As?or maybe 11?A boy who had always thinks hes smart,he got the guts to be confidence..all along ive been scoring "Shits"..I must admit..i see improvement in my result this monthly exam..although..duh..i do peek some answers back..but i never satisfied or feel proud of it..cause its not my work..(im naughty right?)hahas..
Ok lets start with what had i done during the holidays,shall we?Marvelous =)
March 10-13 - Suffering due to exam,it's SUFFERING! =(
March 14-16 - Went to MYF retreat.
March 17-18 - Self Planned trip to KL with friends.
March 19-22 - Went Youth Prayer Conference 2009 =) enjoyed it.
So..easily to conclude..my short term holiday is packed..and i had no chance to even stay in my house for 12 hours..oh well..i enjoy em though..
Next, - - - - - - - - -oh..and i love my pair of new white earphones..it took me a long time to search for it and in the end Nai Chien told me its sold in Tesco!I was like ...T.T!
26.03.2009-Heart Attack Day
- Its Bk exam day.
- Didnt get a good sleep last night.
oh well..in the end..after my bk exam..my whole mind is totally like released!
Anyways..im having transformation plans...so..gotta sleep early!Chaoz!
ok heres it..so far so best!the best song ever...of gundam 00 Season 2 ending..well..i have to admit..this song worth the rate of 9/10..heres it!..as we know..jpop releases PV before mp3..so heres the awesome PV!
and the lyrics here..its in romanji kayz?i lazy to post the english transalation of it..so sing along if u want =)
Hana wa kaze ni yureodoru you ni
Ame wa daichi wo uruosu you ni
Kono sekai wa yorisoiai ikiteru no ni
Naze hito wa kizutsukeau no?
Naze wakare wa otozureru no?
Kimi ga tooku ni itte mo mada
Itsumo kono kokoro no man'naka
Ano yasashii egao de umetsukusareta mama
Dakishimeta kimi no kakera ni
Itami kanjite mo mada
Tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo
Mata aeru to
I'm waiting for your love
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
Futari da kara shinjiaeru
No hanasanaide
Sekai wo hatte odare ga mita no?
Tabi no owari odare ga tsugeru no?
Ima wa kotae ga mienakute nagai yoru demo
Shinjita michi wo susunde hoshii
Sono sakimi hikari ga matsu kara
Kimi ga oshiete kureta uta wa
Ima mo kono kokoro no man'naka
Ano yasashii koe to tomori hibiiteru
Afureru kimochi no shizuku ka?
Atatakaku hoho tsugau
Tsuyoku naru ne
Shinjiteru yo
Tsunagatteru to
Im always by your side
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no tare ni nagasami naga
I love you, I trust you
Ai wo oshiete kureta
Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte
Mou soba ni iru yo
Waiting for your love
Always by your side
Youre the one that I love
Youre the one that I trust
Youre the only one
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
I love you, I trust you
Kanashimi demo yorokobi demo
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no subete wo mamoridai
Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte
Mou soba ni iru yo
Futari da kara shinjiaeru
No hanasanaide
Artist: Tsuji Shion (辻詩音)
Single: Sky chord ~Otona ni Naru Kimi e~ (Sky chord ～大人になる君へ～)
Catalog Number: DFCL-1536
Price: ￥1,223
Release Date: February 25th, 2009
Tracklist:
1. Sky chord ~Otona ni Naru Kimi e~ (Sky chord ～大人になる君へ～; To you, the one has became an adult)
2. Brand new day
3. Candy kicks(Acoustic Version)
4. Sky chord ~Otona ni Naru Kimi e~ (Instrumental)
hmm what to say?just like her songs,especially the 1st one as it is the current bleach ep 202 ending..smooth and calm~heh..just like this type of songs (^^)V
well more bout Tsuji,she will be turning 20 in 2009,Shion Tsuji is a good singer, she even writes songs from a very young age and made a lot of efforts to gain attentions and debuts under a big major label like Sony,if we were to compare her with YUI,i felt that their songs are kinda smiliar,but if for more a cute version,tsuji is the one =)
below is the video of the song sky chord(TV size)
Bleach Ending 18 [Super High Quality] -
Romanji
dareka wo kanashimasete made
waraenakute mo
sou itte kanojo wa
utsumuitetanda
yoru ni naita
tsumetaku haritsuite
kogoeteiru
furitsuzuku genjitsu ni
kasa nado nai
ikite yuku koto ga
tatakai nante
sonna riyuu dake de
tojikomerareta
My Heart, My Story
namida no mukou ga mieru no
kagayaiteiru
itsuka deaeru
bokura no tameni
yoake wo matteiru
dareka wo kanashimasete made
waraenakute mo
sou itte kanojo wa
utsumuitetanda
My Story
tsuki kari nureta mama
suwarikonda
ame no machi ni akari ga
tomoru mitai ni
ikite yukeba ii
tada sore dake de
donna riyuu datte
kamawanai kara
My Heart, My Story
namida no mukou ga mieru no
kagayaiteiru
chiisana mado ni wa
ano koro mitai ni
aoi sora ga utsuru
aa tori no youni
tobe wa shinai kedo
muri ni warau koto nai yo
sono mama de iinda yo
shinjitsukete yuku dake
namida no mukou ga mieru no
kagayaiteiru
yami wo kugureba
ano sora wa kitto
nanairo ni kawaru
dareka wo kanashimaseta toki
kanjiru itami
wasurenai youni
sotto me wo tojite
naita
Translation
I cant smile, even if it saddens other people”
the girl said hanging her head, and wept into the night
frozen to the bone by cold reality falling upon me
without so much as an umbrella.
Going on living is a battle
with only that reason I locked it shut,
my heart, my story
turning away, I saw a glimmer of your tears
with the hope that we may meet again
I wait both night and day.
“I cant smile, even if it saddens other people”
the girl said hanging her head, your story
being soaked with moonlight
it’s like the rainy city is ablaze with light
with only “you should keep living”
it doesn’t matter what reason you have
My heart, my story
turning away, I saw a glimmer of your tears
through a small window I saw a blue sky like that time
ah, though I can’t fly like a bird…
It’s not smiling in vain
you’re fine as you are
just continue to believe
turning away, I saw a glimmer of your tears
if we drive away the darkness, the sky will surely become rainbow colored
as if not to forget the feeling of the pain
of someone she’d saddened, she closed her eyes and wept
yare yare~~ finally im back..phew...it's sure tiring to go back to school..haizz.Well,yesterday was like a total vacation to me,I missed school and I skipped tuition.haha..don't think i'm bad k?=) Just not feeling well yesterday,and worst still I lost my Identification card...total SIGH!
Came to think of it,it's been a few days since the last time I blog,hmm..well last thursday was my last night with anna and simone ok..hmm..well..wish both of you get used to the life in aussie fast lols and good luck,ok next..friday..went to guitar class,surely enjoy it,my teacher said I'd improved a lot!Yay!!(^^)V next..saturday..argh..I mengamuk whole day due to "boring-ness" so in the end Jovan,me and Ansen managed to hang out at night.So 3 of us went lepak at parade for awhile then we sambil chat sambil jalan to greentown,da gei there for about 1 hour,then aunty christine came and fetch us home.Ok this is the funny part,the moment I open my house's main gate,jovan and ansen stepped in..and then there goes my dog,rushing to chase ansen ONLY,LOLS even jovan in front of her she also dunwan to chase,she only chase ansen for bout 3 rounds..including the drifting and other stuffs..so at last my mum came to rescue..haha XP ok thats for the night,ansen was like felt so horrible,terrible and vegetable cause that day was his birthday..
Ok and the next day...I have tuition in the morning untill 12.30pm so then 1pm jovan came my house,and we waited about 1 hour for ansen,and then we headed off to jusco,cause it's his birthday what..gotta celebrate riteess?yea..only 3 of us..sigh..sad..our lunch at Jusco was in..Coffee Bean!ISHZZ...spend RM63.03 there!!WALAO,3 cups of sunrise,2 slice of cheese cake and a muffin..and it's so expensive..haizz..totally cut my wallet...anyway we enjoy our day there =)
hmm think i will stop here..gotta do homework and assignments..sigh...chaoz-
I've been asking this question to myself lots of times..but there isn't a single time i could answer it.
At least..I'm feeling better..much more better than before...after talking to a few friends in my school,i felt more ok..but i still can't find a good listener.All i have was craps and craps,tons of craps..duhh..hah..what can i say..maybe..really during this age of mine..things really go the way not i wanted too...but i believe someday..when the time is right,God will show the way to me..I believe..it's really hard for me to get over it..but i will bear with it..and i will forgive and forget no matter what it takes to be...i swear it..
School reopened today,it was torturing at first,and great in the middle,and awful at last.
The Torturing part 1:
Fat ass good for nothing head duck Phang talk lots and tons of rubbish during assembly in the hall.My energy which was charged up the whole night suddenly gone down and i fall asleep due to the extreme bored-ness in his every word.
The Torturing part 2:
Got into class after that not long later was history period,same old teacher,same old way of nagging,same old way of attitude,she was just like a bucket of oil poured into my fire,the more i hear she nags the more i feel like giving her a slap and just tell her to shut the crap out even though she's not nagging at me,but others..oh mann...and that time I was in depression condition that made me felt like jumping off from the corridor..@@
The Great part 1:
Was enjoying the time crapping around with friends..the jokers are still here with us,and so am i one of them..wakaka..Chiang Boon is in same class with me and looks like he's so emoo o.o...but i know both reason that he emo..hmph..
The Great part 2:
1st day of school reopen...SLEEP.Loong was the most geng..fall asleep first and i was the second..man lessons were total boring man..i rather do my own study work than listen to what the teacher talking shits over there man,and she's not teaching dude!It's just talking nonsence and nagging!HUH!
The Awful:
Ok..at first it's not that i skipped breakfast but is that i ate not enough..so my stomach kena gastric again..and i ate a few tablets of freezing mint and that makes it more WORST..and at first we were supposed to go over to Ipoh Parade to "Pinjam Guna Tandas" but at the end I just can't afford to do so...stomach was so pain that it gets on my nerves..and at the end a few of us walk out the school gate 15 mins earlier than the actual dismiss time and i saw my mum just arrive when i was about to crossover to have my meal..and that's it!
The Highlights!!
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WOOOT!!Eugene Khoo you're so damn lame man!!hahahaha..ok about today's event..
Morning
-Skipped breakfast due to anxiety......!!!!????
-Brainwashed inside toilet.......!!!!????
-Devoured 2 egg tarts for breakfast.....==
-Wash up and Mum came back and smack me upside down for skipping breakfast...=(
-Logged in Atlantica and found myself still in a sticky situation...==+
Afternoon
-Went to Ebony for guitar lesson and found someone not there.
-Chat with teacher and we were like so LAMMEEEEE.
-Went home and there came my 2 buddies Ansen and Jovan.
-Chat along the way untill we reach Ipoh Parade mall around 4pm.
-Popular first and we saw the long lost Miss Cindy Chun Phooi Yee putting on weight...WAKAKA
-Bought RM122 of books and stationaries and Marybrown we headed to.
-After that was Cold Storage and we got ourselves 2 cans of Anglia Shandy and a pack of sour gum sweets and 2 icecream cones!
Night
-Came back home just in time and I kena hammer for in a not-so-devour mode to dine...>< -Ansen went back with his stuffs and new bag..=)
-Finished whole packet of sweets and I scare penyakit come now..T.T
-Lcc asked for CALau's hp number.......!!!!??==
-Skype with friends and waiting our boss for DotA.!
-Was mengamuk-ing during this period ...>.<
-Further updates...
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Some of you would say,Walao KNS man u,u think byakuya meh!!?ROFL!!
Urh Hmm..I repeat..Sovereignty!
I love that word..XP..
Declarations+
1st.You don't understand me at all.
2nd.You just got me busted up.
3rd.I feel as good as an idiot now.
4th.Everything was Bullshit!
5th.I don't hate you at all.
6th.Now I understand you better than before!=)
7th.I hate being lonely.
8th.This is just ridiculous.
9th.We'll meet again next time.
10th.I will always hope for the best.
The end+ The beginning=Never end-
Yea..this will be my last post of sillyness..the next time i will write in a different way..ok get straight to the point..duhh..i hate December 2008 this month..i truly hate it..cause i did the most mistakes on that month and that made my new year a nightmare..why i called it a nightmare?every year's december 31 all of us would hang out together ..but this year..hehs..im alone..i slept at 11am is because im totally pissed off with everything..i just wanted to sleep early to get myself outta it..i just cant forget every single thing that happened,i swore to myself,i whacked myself up,told myself damn just forget it!but in the end when the small bits of memories come in vision within me..i will get so pain..not that my eyes is crying,is my heart is crying..i wonder..how long can i bear with it and get over with it and keep on acting like nothing happened before!?
I've always..hated this world..things that i hated will just keep happening..Truly madly deeply i hated this damn world alot!!!!Affection this word..is already going to move out from my dictionary..heh..God u really love to put on burdens for me..great way of letting me learn..i will cherish it..=)I think i should never even fell for her..just that im stupid..a nicer way of rejecting?huh...that just makes me feel more ridiculous of reality..I cant imagine...even if i die..i also couldnt imagine that things would go on like that..hell..i surely do hate this world..just lock this damn eternity memory for me..so i will never have to think bout it again..
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