Wind Trails.

OMG OMG I CANT WAIT FOR THIS IN NOVEMBER!!:D

After so many days,I've finally decided to blog about you,MISS Celine Lim!:X I can't remember how did I first talked to you,blood donation I guess?You were the only one in camp that says that Kok Hao and me are alike.Jeez..such a vast difference ya know?Plus you're are one the people who LOVED to twist my tiny little brain until I ended up speechless,well..vetty also..but shes not as EPIC as you do.:P

Well of all the ns friends i made,I can't deny that you're the extraordinary one that MADE a big impact in my life,as you've said so.I will never be able to forget you,even we didn't contact each other for such a long time,well?2 months plus?think so...TRUE one okay,so don't always have in mind that i will forget who celine lim is,I WONT!Plus you little gina princess,you always bully me.:) C'mon learn to be flexible as me,haha,i know you can't.Now that we both also entered form 6,you have to guide me,don't care penang-ipoh or not hehs,cause I'm a sesat fella.

Words of truth,I'm really glad that I've met you.Seriously you're someone special to me,but i won't elaborate any further,if not you will kill me.Your that gina princess funny look always make me either laugh or smile,and sometimes you're trying so hard to twist my brain but you can't ritess?Hmm what else...oh ya..you're a sweet person but still not innocence LA.Honestly I'm really surprised that day you told me you will be coming to Ipoh for a day trip,I'm so so so sorry i cant make it though.:) And don't worry,i will surely give you a surprise call once in awhile.

Thank you for intro-ed subwayy to us too,most of us now craving for it now ya,its awesome,but i think joce's subway will be the best LOL...the no green one...at last celine lim,smile always...i will be glad to see that cute funny face of yours soon this coming bon odori,and no worries..the photo is still safe and nicely kept in my wallet,hehs.Good night,and i miss you always.:D

Adios-

Another new week,and my knowledge towards form 6 syllabus still?HALF BUCKET!:( Let's see,what happened these few days,just living my life as usual,gaming?studying?or lepak-ing outside?i guess wasting my time is the most,sometimes its just hard to walk this journey of life,if you live the way you were always,others will give comments about you,if its positive,great then,what if its negative? either you yourself go emo mode or you fight back OR you just end up being someone that everyone look down on.

If you ask me,am i being my real self in class always,I can only says,sometimes yes sometimes no,but which one is good which one is bad,its beyond my ability to differenciate out,sometimes I just prefer to keep my mouth shut and observe,but having a partner that sit beside you all day long babbling about stuffs,just makes school life either heading to the piss-ed off side or the humorous side.But anyway,enough about these hidden meaning stuffs.Ima going to blog something more special.=)

More and more people will be leaving form 6 soon,just feel that the class is gonna go dead soon,since now its seems that way already.Homeworks and loads of homeworks just keep on coming,some are reasonable some arent,some will make me do it with high hopes to correct all,but some i just wana throw it into the dustbin,but,i cant.August exam is coming soon,i heard that chemistry will be out for about 5 chapters,i was like SEI LOR,1st chapter i also wana go suicidal mode already,how am i gonna survive?Why i choose form 6,i don't know,friends kept persuading me to leave,but my ears aren't listening,I just enjoyed this stressful life after for 5 freaking years i've been wasting my time,now i can't even do well in my so called "Music career" grr....

Time..tick tock..tick tock..every second,I just keep having thoughts,what am i gonna do what am i gonna do,what will happen next?huh huh?so many plans so many in my wishlist,will they every be fulfilled?Sometimes my mind just go blank during lessons in class,I will prefer to rest,but i scare teacher will kill me,at least,i tried my best to sent in all my homeworks to the teachers.Its suffering though.Oh ya,last week was inter-school competition for the lower sixes,our class won netball though,i cant treat you guys lols,too poor,just go and disturb that fella that said i will treat you all.:) The other sport? We lost.:D But will learn through experience ba you guys,although im not the sports type,but i enjoyed watching you guys play with "Patterns" lol.For the last week,i've been staying back after schools for hours,which makes me totally "withered" and reach home at about 5 and slept for 1 hr then dinner,but no appetite.=(

I guessed no matter what i also gotta crack my brain cells violently so that i won't go back to my lazy mode,but i'd love to show it out.Well..thats why style,i cant deny that i dislike it,kinda fun though.Shall end for this post now.Next post will be about you,CELINE.:D


Adios-

Apparently,I don't have much to say,just headaches,maybe I've been stressing myself up too much which in some random ways.School is just as normal as usual,nothing much oddy but I do found out some interesting stuff happening around which I'm kinda...*puke*

Okay..these few days all practice this practice that,I don't even have time for interview,and from monday to friday,I don't even have a little time to rest except during the night.Oh well,I haven't count in the homeworks,but I'd just have to bear with it.What am I gonna do next?I seriously ran out of neurons to transmit,kinda in a very the blur state right now,was very moody just now,is it because I'm too tired?Maybe..-______- but who cares?Tomorrow will be extremely fun!XD

And as for today,I stayed back untill 4 something chit chatted with classmates and found out some oddy stuffs,and then daddy got me a 21-inch plasma monitor now I'm damnn syok lehh..so bigg@.@..too big I'm lazy to snap a shot of it,DSLR is with my dad now,argh and also bought a nice set of headphones with bass boosters,which i needed the most,but I'd still prefer the AKG-701 model headphones,OMGROFL +)

OMG now its coming to my senses,I haven't blog about MYF retreat,Highpraise '10,Korean Praise and CELINE LIM!XD LOL maybe I will blog all 3 at one shot tomorrow when I'm at school?hmm..need consume my credit to use 3G again..=( Anyways eyes are closing now,although my hand are still active but I don't have the mood to continue further,shall end here. :)

Adios.*

Hey wazzup peeps.Again I've been missing in action due to laziness.Argh,as always rite?Well,I do have a lot to blog about,how I spent my June holidays and so much more,but...I aint gona write it for this post,will do it for next,its kinda late now,tomorow i will be having school.Just wana do some rough sketch here.

Whats going on in school recently,a lot of odd stuffs,which I can't explain.I found myself get involve in too much of activities which i had never done it in my past 5 years of school life.I don't know wherthe thats good or bad,but I'd just accepted it into my life now.

Recent thoughts,sometimes its just hard to identify wherthe are you really falling for that person.Our mind just kept playing non stop,which leads me to a trap.I'd just wana spend more time to make sure,what I am currently feeling and thinking now,is it true?or is it just illusion?Sometimes I'm just so confused,and worried..which way I'm heading to...

It's late,guess I wasted another day emo-ing..
Adios.

I was super super super tired these few days untill my eyes will sometimes close a little when I drive.Sigh,it's like my whole day had been occupied by stuffs,activities and appointments.This and that this and that,then reach home my mum nag me again.AIYOWEIYA.

Went for practice this morning,was kinda bad...just figured out the tab yesterday midnight and received some tips from mail from ben.After that I went yum cha with louis,after dropped his younger sis at jj,we went to wooli to have our lunch..then we checked out the new theater nearby yik fong,i just parked there..tat fella charged me RM3.50 for nothing,he said he dun care how long i park,as long as i enter the car park i have to pay the 3.50,i was like WTH? Grr..wasted there...then we checked out parade cinema...also same..the showing time was too late.I have to get home,very tired cause i slept kinda late yest..oh well..once i reached home i took a 3 hours nap..insane..i don't know why.Later 9am i will be going to KL alone..to meet up with friends,oh i pray tat i know the routes..my first time driving to there,last couple of times i went there by train and took public transport to hang around with friends..now no...is CAR...T.T...

Anyway...its late now..have to sleep,i don't wana feel sleepy when I drive later on for such a long distance.Adios folks.:D

When was the last post?APR 19 LOL.So long had passed since I was like..uh, lazy to blog.Arh..and got some fella used my name and wrote on the chat box that I abandoned this blog.NO!Just that I'm freaking lazy ever since form 6 life started on May the 10th.I've got a couple of pics to do the talking in this post..but..I don't know how to start with...hmm..let's see..

First few days of school reopen was kinda sucks,orientation?It's super boring..station games?Still okay for me,but most of my friends enjoyed it.On the 3rd day we managed to get into our class,luckily my classmates were all still okay after I "scanned" through for about half a day lol.Then piggy was the head monitor and 2 of my friends under her.

*Traditional Catch Hair Method*never change..-_-


Another class scene.:)

What I found out was that most of my classmates their results were....SUPERB,I just keep quiet and maintain low profile,cause mine weren't that good only,sigh.Oh well..hows school life untill now?Still fine,barely can cope with the subjects,trying my best though.Class was quite interesting,a lot of gossip,funny scenes and so much more.Just hard to describe it,but overall,I still enjoy class.:D

Chemi period..sux..U sedang cakap apa pn sim.LOL


PA!AHHH

Anyway I've just started maths tuition,gosh a lot I need to catchup,had been sleeping for the past few years.Chemi and bio?I will try first,if I can't cope then I got to take tuition lolz.CF highpraise is coming,what should I do?My fingering are so stiffs..I've been practicing so hard.Grrr...life really gotten dam hectic now,just finished managing school Dota and CS competition,I still remember the past few years I joined..MACAM BODOH.LOLs...maybe I think that way is because I've cut off my daily gaming time,and I enjoy reality more.Honestly to say,I miss my ns buddies,Celine,Louis,Vetty,Matthew,Jack,Gwendoline,Sharon,Piggy,Jocelyn,Pattern..haha..thank God I've met you guys!:D

zhima and pok.YUMCHA!:D


jiao and loong.

Guess that's all for this post,in the end,I still stop halfway my drafts,still not as hardworking as you celine,haha,wrote back every bits you left.Friends called me out for yum cha later,still the same old place,"dong kui" gotta get prepare and bath now..kinda lazy to drive,but still have to...will continue writing!:D Adios!

*Peace*

You run, you hide
As tears fall from your eyes
They fall like snow
From a wounded soul
You hold inside
The hurt of great divide
The hole is starting to get old

So come back to the light
To the love, you will find
It’s been here all along
So come back to the start
And you’ll find in your heart
That you always belonged
To me

Just take the rope
I won’t let it go
Give in
We can start again
I’m life, I’m hope
And I’m ready to explode
With how bad I want you back home

So come back to the light
To the love, you will find
It’s been here all along
So come back to the start
And you’ll find in your heart
That you always belonged
To me

You’re my daughter, you’re my son
You’re the one I long to love
And you’ve heard I chose to die
Do you know you’re the reason why?

Okay,let's see.I'm currently bored to death that I managed to get my hands on the keyboard to blog.Yeah~So I woke up kinda early this morning for church service.Had been hearing "sweet talks" from my mum the whole journey to church as I drove her to there.Jeez.@.@ Oh well,then I was "fishing" halfway through the sermon,sorry Mr.Choo,really can't tahan lols.And my mum was about to do that too.

Today's kinda sux,wheres everyone??It's like so "Layu" la this morning service.And after a little chat with friends,I drove my mum back home.BORING.And yesterday was kinda interesting.I told Sharon and Gwen that I will be fetching them at 3pm in the afternoon.But I reached their houses at about 3.40pm-3.45pm like that.>.<

ども ありがとうございます みんな!^.^V

Phew,finally I'm back home.Went for youth practice just now at 8pm,then went yum cha with Fung Hao,Sandra and Dezmond.We had some "funky" chats just now haha.Then I went to Louis house to deliver his biscuit and some other stuff,and I left my spare car key inside the plastic bag.Grrr...~.~.Ok fine..and I reached home 12am sharp,Mum called me cinderella guy again.But luckily she didn't nag me cause shes so into those emails my aunty send to her.

Anyway,I guess I've made up my mind,just like you did.I guess we both are in the same condition,just tat mine is a little slight different than yours.Maybe time can cure both of our problems,but at last I have to say sorry if I'd done anything wrong.I've learned how to endure,look at stuff that I hate but its happening in front of me,I've bear with it,I've learn to pretend like nothing ever happen,I've learn to keep in mind,that they are my best friends,I've learn to just walk away when it strikes me most in the right spot.I've thought a lot of stuff in the car just now,when I was on my way driving home,maybe the song played through the radio hits me right,sometimes it's just so sad to think of it,when will I ever get over it,I just tried not to think of it,but every time I tried to grab hold of those happy moments,the sad parts will appear too,maybe I'm just too naive in this type of matter,but in conclusion,I'm sick of my current condition and what's in my mind now.I'm just so sick about everything.



Well,I just can't stop being emo,I've always ask myself," Are you tired?" but the answers just keep hiding themselves.I hate it...

Nightz.