Which path,which path,which path.....
As I close my eyes,which direction you're pointing for me to move on,as I'm in dilemma,what can I do?Even if time passes,whats the meaning within it anymore?
I pray hardly,faithfully,take or not take,stand or move,which one will be better?
One road that leads to unknown results,its dark,its perfect,filled with gems,and gold,silver,so on,and that everyone will choose to take.But it's a road worthful,if the willingness to spent time and adore it fully exist.
The other road that had been laid in front of me,gems nor silver nor gold it contains,only filled with concerns and heart,but theres something lack within this road,if i take this path,theres lot of things that need to be changed,i would have to stand up and change others also.
Dots dots dots dots dots dots....as my final decision awakens,i will leave it to the almighty One to choose for me,for the mean time,just let the river of life flow according to its path,theres no need for me to purposely make a change and dig some other paths for it.
At last,I thank you for the sweet memories,even though it wasn't long,for that short time,you and I both had loved each other fully,and it had been poured out unconditionally..Believe me,I will cherish those moments,just like how you did..
Shoutz
Life is fleeting.
Not until you see your fugaciousness, you see that every day, every hour even every moment is a gift , a gift you can only open for one time.
A gift that can delight you only one time.
You find out that workaday issues basically do not have a real importance.
You will find out that you should capitalise every day, every hour and every moment, because no moment comes back.
The life, every day, every hour, every moment is a gift, because we are all fading.
Along the line we all will end to exist and could not ask ourselves "what if..."
Credits:AdonisWether
Adios & Nights.
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ENDS UP LIKE THIS-->
*Ting tong ting tong ting tong ting tong ting tong*
Self project work started,preparing a gift,maybe not,just some thing i wana give up as appreciation.
*Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock*
What will the ending be then?I prefer....*pika poka pika poka*
Hountoni.....gomenasai....
*Tak*
This is my prayer to you O Lord My God,Please,strengthen me and make me to have faith and put my trust in you Lord,for when my mind is so messed up now , I really hope the path I'm taking now will be the correct way you're leading me now,I pray it with all my heart,and all my soul,for only you can bring me peace,which I longs for it,every single time I close my eyes and think of it,but I end up with a slight smile,I pray....
Another day has gone, and frankly speaking...it got worst day by day.I'm trying my best to make each day of mine a delightful one,but still in vain.Guess just have to be patience at times like this.
Well let's see,todays' program was simple,i had to reach school by seven in the morning for CF meeting but i end up at school at seven thirty and tio LEWAT.Jeez.-_- And then i went to discipline room to report to the teacher that i wasn't able to cut my hair yesterday due to the saloon was not doing any business,then we had our first chemistry PEKA which was quite funny cause we did it dam fast and end up playing in the chemi lab,the teacher was like..."this fellas...=__=" LOL and then we went back to class and switched on our notebooks cause everyone thought the MUET research deadline was today,most of us were worried and luckily teacher said the deadline postponed to this Friday,then we were like end up facebook-ing in the library and we laughed non-stop...it's like we gossip bout this and that,i can felt that most eyes were on us due to the disturbance we had caused.
Next,my friend and I got home quite late cause both of us attended a meeting with the principal and some other teachers,wasn't horrible but super funny.Most of the teachers were jokers,lols.Then i set home and had a change of clothes and went to the saloon for haircut,now my hair..SHORT...GAH nevermind..takes time to grow back..at least its back to the shape like last year which i wanted so badly..:D!Now both my eyes are tired but i still need to wrap up some of my paperwork for MUET and music theory for tomorrow..so yeah..guess i'll just have to end it here.Thats all for today
Adios!:-)
I found the place,caught in open arms
When love's embrace,mends a broken heart.
Two more weeks to my form six first term exam,the worst is,most of us can't catch up with our studies,perhaps our class played too much.:D Well,had been leaving my blog idle for quite some time,one simple reason,lazy.Yeah.and the gina vampirees asked me to update already!LOL.
Kay..basically,on the 11th of August I joined as a volunteer for the HIllsong UNITE+CONQUER conference at Syuen Hotel,although those 2 days were super tiring and ultra busy,but it was super duper AWESOME.I mean in every aspect of it,the seminar for worship and creative arts,and youth leadership and management,although i attended one only,but heard most people said the other one was indeed magnificent.As for the night concert,there were a lot of people,really praise God,and many souls were saved that day.:) It lasts for 2 nights and i was like PHEW...cause my time was like so packed,until i even have to postpone or cancel my tuition,but I'm glad everything's back to normal now.
As for now,exam is coming at first of september until third ,and i will be having my music theory exam on the sixth which is three days ahead,so now i'm currently in 'dehydration' status,it's like i kept asking myself for thousand times why i have to sit so many exams in one shot.@.@ Oh well..have to start studying now,dragged until now due to procrastination which is deadly.And! sixth form night is coming soon,most probably will be after the final term exam around November,but most of the classes had came out with weird ideas but ours the most extraordinary thanks to Veroy lols,his funky cracky brain.I could say,60% of our classmates commit to it and the other 40%?Passenger!Sigh...dah biasa la..what to do..its not good to force people to do stuff which they refuse to.No offence.
Tomorrow morning we will be having our first chemistry PEKA,which is really slow,Celine had done quite a lot,which amazed me that her school is so freaking fast,and our school slacked behind a lot.And also we have to submit our MUET research by this Wednesday and yet,we still left about 30% of the work,gosh gosh gosh,i wonder...how to complete chapter five which is the interview part in one day!Just leave it to God...sigh..alright alright..im super tired after whining and complaining stuffs about my life,yea..life's been quite dull recently...daily routine is the same and it freaks me from the inside out too...how I wish that would be one special day within these few days.=\
Alright,guess i have to get a good night rest.Adios peeps!:-)
Hello peeps,have been busy lately,lots of stuffs need to be completed and lots of aims need to be accomplished.I had just finish suffering from severe headache which i had nearly consider it as Depression which actually its a NO,just headache.Daddy brought me to cure it last saturday,a one day trip to KL XD.And i managed to persuade him to get me a Macbook Pro which i had wanted it for so long.Oh well,we didn get it at KL,went back to Ipoh Parade to buy it,the price was so @#$%^&* that i felt so not good for having him to pay that huge sum of money.Oh well,i only realize using a Mac is kinda troublesome,a lot of stuff and ways are different from of a windows,you can't do this do that,you need this need that,ughhh..
Anyway,our first term exam had been postponed from the 26th of August to the 1st of September.I'm so happy to hear that but there is still no guarantee that I can perform well in it,when i look through the books it's like so hard to get in the head and one chapter is so A LOT!Sigh..and I'm having my piano theory exam at the 6th of September which is three days after school exams end.I had kinda disappointed my piano teacher,cause it's not that i don't know how to do,just that i tend to forget stuff easily and made a lot of careless mistakes.=( And not only that,there's so many songs i wanted to learn but i lack to initiative to do so.
Aside from that,it seems that I'm leading myself to nowhere,recent actions that I had done were not under my control,it's like i'm living in a dream now..?Weird weird,don't tell me headaches will lead to this.Thinking of that,there will be so many upcoming events that will be keeping my timetable occupied.Oh ya,next wednesday will be the Hillsong Seminar & Concert,oh my gosh I seriously can't wait for that,it's like such a huge event.Hmm and at November there will be our sixth form night and also Glitz night.Wow wow wow,will it be fun??I'm not sure.
Uhh and talk about our class,it's like starting to get odd and boring.You already can feel this fella hate that fella,this and that,it's like really so annoying.And as time pass,I can realize some teachers really sucks some really rocks,as for the sucks one,they made me feel like sleeping in class or go home to sleep better.Grrr...well,we've started our chemistry trial experiment,quite fun also,too bad the teacher is just like a dumb fat fella.No one knows what he's teaching all the time.As for Muet,my friend and I tend to get lazy and neglect the work she gave,gah i don't care..it's super boring.
Guess I should have go to sleep now,although its still early,but my eyes are closing now,and i love the new keypad of my macbook,so syok to type leh,so smooth.Will try to get some photos on for the next post.Good nights!Oyasuminasai.:D
*Miss my friends
Adios-