Bon voyage..en 3y..guess its too late ya?i've been dreaming too much recently..enjoy your holidays at hk ya..?well..i do love blogging on my bed...it have the comfortable feel..and a peaceful feel too..maybe..im just quite silly here...but..i do enjoy spending the holidays with u =) arigatou..^^ heh..i duno wherethe..hm..ntg..i guess in the end i have nothing to write though..=)
Before love says that love is, "Too heavy," rejects comprehension
And turns into hatred...
Just about everything is so, right?
Always covering them in situations of bad punishments, there's the reality of impostors
In the era of distorted dilemmas
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing
I abandoned the fact
That we destroyed each other and understood each other
Is this a wreck?
Don't acknowledge me; even when I confront it
I can't escape the images from when I fell
I'll find your eyes and the warmth of your hands
Time and time again
Just about everything is so, right?
Always covering them in situations of bad punishments, there's the reality of impostors
In the era of distorted dilemmas
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing
The city that won't change even if it's gone
Won't seek our salvation, right?
In the guise of someone honest
Everyone is inside of a crumbly crystal
Because I make more and more lies
Love only hurts me always...or so you whispered
You were scared of believing and cried, didn't you?
Learn your weaknesses and become strong, by believing without fear
You'll learn of true love, before it turns into hatred, right?
What I wanted
Isn't this heartless and contrived world
On the unviewable days without fragments of reason
Lowliness dwelt in my eyes that are tired of seeing
Lies that heal the heart- They exist
But it's a lie that will steal my heart, right?
Even if I'm to draw closer to love, I'll only be bitten...or so I whispered
I stopped believing and lived like that
With thoughts that I'm tired of even if I subsist off of despair
It's fine if I'm clinging onto a brief life
What I wanted
Isn't this heartless and contrived thing
A love lost in this city-
If I search for its meaning
I'll become a little better and be able to move on, right?
woohoo...yea its thursday dude...and yea the rain is surely damn cool rite~cool temp and everything~ hmmm..wat shld i say....today i woke up at 1.13pm..owww not that i wanted too,i set my alarm at 9am but in the end i off the alarm and i cont my sleep..crap crap crap crap~!!!!! hahahah~hmm tmr is the last day of skol ady..today when i go skol its EMPTY~~~!!!T>T....wan cry i alone only...damn sad can die..sigh...but anyway im at parade starbucks now..hmm...looking outside the glass which is raining sure does giv me a peaceful mind...hehe...well..jus done chit chating wif 3y...hm..holidays sure is boring though..when its school time,we always hope to have holidays,but nw when its holiday,we tend to hope tat its school time..haih...tats wat life is..well..im just a normal student wat...rite??
ok this yr is the most disgusting...i lost 3 dota matches and it surely does dropped my face damn hell a lot,and well,im not that sad or pissed off yea..cause theres always win and lose wat...i dun mind~~XD
hmmm3:50pm now..shld i go home or wat?but if i go home i also cant do anything useful and its damn borrrriiinnngggggg plying dota...dota dota dotttaaaa..im not a proroorororo..im just a newbieee..XP,well guess thats all for now,im being too crazy hahahaahaha...oh well..CHAOZ~!~
耳を澄ませば聞こえる
笑い声や涙音
皆生きてる、愛する君と
広い海を渡るには
一人じゃ迷ってしまう
一緒に行こう、光差す方へ
ぶつかってはまた抱き合って弱さ湧きあってく
永遠って言葉あるのかな
未来を思うと怖くなるけど
ずっと、ずっと続く夢があるから
手をつなごう
心が叫んでるのに
君は見て見ぬふりをして
前だけ向いて歩いて行くよ
写真の中笑う君今を描けていた
伝えるって事は難しいね
声をからしても届かなくて
ずっと、ずっと叫び続ける日もあるけど
思い重なり、花びら動き
巨大な力が生まれるから
永遠って言葉あるのかな
未来を思うと怖くなるけど
ずっと、ずっと続く夢があるからきっと
この空飛べたら会えるから
泣いてた自分と君に送るよ
ずっと、ずっと信じていれば叶うから
手をつなごう
Credits all to 絢香(Ayaka)!!
(as i write this post,i closed my eyes,it came out all from what im currently thinking)
chih..the title kinda over-bombastic..well anyway,LONG TIME ADD~..since the last time i do my job blogging in this marvelous and perfect blog of mine!!(ishz,puji till like tat..lameeee!)
well what had i done for all these days,final year exam over a week ago..and i get cocky results,well cut it out,im sick thinking of those anymore,its just giving me more stuffs for me to think,think think think~~sometime think too much do cause headache and stress huh...as i expected..this yr i lost all categories for my skol game competition,well who cares?^^ as long as im fine wif it,laugh all u wan,boast all u wan,i dun giv a damn anymore,heh im surely a sore loser...nah..i cant said its luck though,we the ones who believe in God dun believe in luck rite??yea..i stll rmb wat adrian told me after this trip to LA,hmm well lets see..hope u guys dun mind huh..i kinda just write wat im thinking..so the topic all will be kinda messed up.
wow im listening this song Daybreak's Bell by L'arc en Ciel,last time when i listen its kinda sucks,but after i finish watching Gundam 00 season 1,i love it!this song is just too emo and too cool and too meaningful!its 3 in 1!!ding..and i saw c h i o ki has jus signed in msn...-.-!!hell im too ridiculous!!!argh...so tired a..now its 7.45pm and hell im still having my school uniform on..dun mistaken a!not i dunwan to bath,its im so tired these few days,too much stress too much pressure,and when i go to skol its so empty tat it attracted us all to play traunt,today was like about 10 of us,when 9am we change our outfit into outdoor clothes,simple and nice,and we just walked out of the school gate,dun misunderstand,not that we are useless freaks,its just tat the school is near an Empty situtation..
haih,how i wish tat i can apologize to those i hurt or to those who dun like me or hate me or have conflicts wif me,although it's not a lot of em,but i prefer that everyone is my friends lols,who cares if i dun have a girl,who cares if i cant find one,as long that im not lonely enuf...i always wandered...am i one of the lonely ones..if yes..why i dun look like one,if no...why i feel like i am....chih..this sure is annoying..anyway gratz ansen for having a new girl,seems like u've been desperate for one and now u finally striked,haha
hmm well,this school holiday,i will be kinda busy compared to previous years,although i wun be organizing a birthday due to certain personal reasons,but i think i will be at malaysia to celebrate it wif my frens,cause the previous years i celebrate my bday in overseas countries like japan and australia,well its not that fun not having frens around and only my parents and a small cake...-_- well after a long time of dissapearance in church,seems like this year i joined to be a helper in HBC(Holiday Bible Camp),and also joined the yldp camp at tapah..haiuh...think liao also headache..so many camps..and also need go taiwan for this year 2008 family holiday trip,i dun think i will be enjoying myself in taiwan..i hate going to chinese country,i prefer japan,korea and europe,even thailand and other SEA countries i dun like,i just hate going to those ULU ULU countries,duno why i dun kinda like USA also..maybe its too..hmm..how to say...aiya duno la..but i like Uk more...and the most i like is Japan,anime anime anime~~~wee im addicted to it!=x
guess tats all for today..maybe next time when i have such "mood" to blog i will write more..altough this post is kinda crappy,but its my own like,chaoz
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