Will things ever change?Jeez...guess it won't...hell..im fevering and sneezing now..can get piss off damn easily..why i will get fevering and sneezing suddenly?simple..all is my own cause..-_-
this one nice...yesterday....went gunung rapat imax..with frens..kanasai...from 8pm until 4.30 am in the morning then walk back!damn morning environment damn nice o.O..sigh...walk back to my house a...DAMN LAMEE!!we took about 1 and half hours to reach home..and FUCK...im getting sicker and sicker as time passed...now..finally..sick liao..T.T!when we reached home..all of us was exhausted...i'm the only one perspiring profusely...cause i lack of exercise(sad isn't it?)...anyway...i took a few piece of pineapple..then..ZOM,onto the bed..and into the slumber i went..LOLS...and i woke up at 12.30pm in the afternoon..woke up..took my lunch..and waola~..tuition time..damn did a lot of work today...forcing myself to finish although im tired...and tats the time i started to feel shivering...zzz...untill now..sighh..-end-
I sat in my garden,reclined,
sipped a glass of lemon-tea,
with a cap over my eyes
to shield them from the morning sun.
I relived my life,bits and pieces,
all consumed with my thoughts.
And soon I drifted into a dream.
"LORD,"I ask,"I'm seventy,
what shall I do
for the rest of my life?"
He ponders and then tells me,
"Do what's good,
Do what's righteous,
And do what's holy."
In contemplation I say,
"But I've already done what I can."
"Then do more,"He says.
"And come to me.
Lean on me.
Learn from me."
"Will that get me to heaven?"I ask.
The LORD smiles.
"It depends,"He answers ever so softly,
Then He looks at me,His tender eyes meeting mine.
"Only if you're in my grace,"He says.
"Am I?"I ask,not knowing what to expect.
"You'll know -
You'll know-
when the time comes for you to know."
"That's fine.That's fine,"I say,
as I submit to the will of the LORD.
"What about my grandchildren?
What shall I teach them?"
And He tells me,
"Teach them to love their parents,
as much as they love them.
Teach them to love one another,
and to love everyone else."
"That's a lot of love,"I remark.
"Not quite,"He says.
"Most of all,teach them to love me
just as I love them."
"What else should I teach them?"
"Teach them to read the Bible,"He says,
and learn the lessons of life."
"What lessons,LORD?"I ask.
"The lessons I weave
into the lives of the characters
in the Holy Book.
The lessons of grief,pain,faith and hope-
the ups and downs of life;
and how to live throught it all."
"And what if they do wrong?"I ask.
"Tell them to ask me for forgiveness.
And I'll forgive them."
"Always?"I wonder.
"Not always.
Only when they truly repent."
The LORD goes on,
"Teach them to forgive those
who wrong them,
even as I forgive them,
and to forgive themselves,too."
Just as I was about to wake up,
the LORD says,rather amused,
"Wait!One last word.
When they grow up
and run the rat race,
tell them don't have to be a rat,
toiling the grinds of the day
and forget
the simple joys of living."
I grinned.God knows us well.
Then I got up,
and walked towards my door.
On it there was a plaque:
"My dear son,
You live in a world
measured in time.
In My world there is no time;
for My time is eternity.
And we never have to say goodbye."
Eternity reigns;
and we would live - forever.
Yesterday's sorrow;tomorrow's joy.
Extracted from "Healing Moments"
arh...as usual...its always sucks..staying at home is better than going to school...for there is nothing to do in school than chit-chatting here and there..-_-"
hmm...its still tuesday though...5 more mins to 12am..argh...when i recall back about what happened this morning..damn fucked up and stunned..@.@..i cant imagine this few days my english teacher likes to call my name to answer questions....fortunately i can answer...but the fuck he used me as experiment today..walao...i can't imagine that...when we discuss about the literature "the sound machine" he actually pinched my stomach and ask me got feel or not..fuck!and he pinched me 3 times,1st time..i was surprised..so i dont feel any pain,2nd time..no pain..3rd time is OWNAGE..i was like on cloud-9..jeezz...whole class laughed..and so am i...sigh~
tomorrow got his lessons again..argh..wonder whats going to happne..-_-~
chaoz..bedtime!